My journey through 2019 and 2020 has really opened my eyes to the reality of the world we really live in. To keep it all the way real this world is full of selfish, greedy, heartless, and evil people. Not every person is that way however we are human and made of the flesh making us weak from the start. Through it all I try and put my best efforts forward, and many times I fall short. That's where I am grateful for GOD's grace.   I started reading the Bible from the beginning in a version that is intended children, but at 49 it is very easy for me to understand without being simplex. In the very first book, Genesis it spells out all of the betrayal people displayed towards each other regardles of blood relation or not. I think I have lived with my head in the clouds for way too long by thinking bad things happened to people because of Karma alone.  However having so much down time during my breast cancer treatment journey to reevaluate my